STOP!

now i feel like i was just a useless person in the earth..

just a math question..

i need to slog away for couple of hours..

sometimes i really hope i can dissapear from this earth..

today they injure my pride..

my family..

i hate them

i was always the odd man out in the family..

i dunno why..

sometimes i'll wonder am i the part family?

by the way they treat me..

slang to me..

i'm also a human ok?

stop slangging to me..

i just suppress my feelings of anger!

i hate it!

ENOUGH OF THOSE INSUFFERABLE RUDENESS!

finally...

i've good back with her..

needless to say , i'm happy..

but she good back with me is because of..

she just want to be friend with everyone...

is not because of i'm her important friend...

and the worst ,

she said if yuen kim trust me,

we'll be best friend

why our friendship need to let others people to judge?

u totally break my heart!

i just want to be happy..

someone had told me,

that you have to choose,

what you win or lose,

don't you take chances?

you might feel the pain

don't you love in vain?

cause friendship won't set you free..

i could stand by the side,

and watch life pass me by..

so unhappy , but safe as could be..

so what if it hurt me ,

so what if i break down,

so what if this world just throws me off the edge?

i gotta find my place,

i gotta hear my sound

don't care about other pain infront of me..

cause i just want to be happy!

i won't cry anymore..

thanks for let me down , thanks for letting me sad ..
i never think much about us,
my tears smiled ...
i won't cry anymore..
again i'll stand up ....
facing you with the courage i had...
because you're just a person who passed through in my life ...

there's nothing i could say to u,

nothing i could ever do ,

to make you see ,

what u mean to me..

all the pain , the tears i cried,

still you never say goodbye and now i know,

how far you go...

can't deny anymore....

today , when PJ , i play badminton with chinlee ...
after 30 minutes ,
i go toilet with chinlee and left the badminton ball on the floor...

when we returned , we found that our ball was dissapear...
a group of gangster standing at the place we played just now...
chinlee ask them whethere they saw the ball anot..
they say they saw nothing...

i was nervous because i know teacher will scold us..
when teacher want keep back the ball ,
chinlee admit to teacher that we lost the ball...
then teacher keep on scolding us...

when teacher saw those gangster ,
teacher ask them whethere they saw the ball..
but they keep on deny...

i become more nervous...
but suddenly , elaine went beside a girl..
and take the badminton ball directly from the girl pocket...

i was like , wa ..she so brave...

i told my sis about how me and elaine been through...
my sis suggest me to clarify to elaine everythings..
the reason why i would challange elaine
why i would tease elaine...
believe or not is her own decision...

ya, thats right i think i really should clarify to her...
perhaps , the result is not that good as i imagined...
perhaps she'll tell everythings to manda...
and the result will become more worst..
al least i've try to keep this friendship...

ok..i will find a day and clarify everythings to her...

the winner takes it all...

I don’t want to talk
About the things that we gone through
Though it hurting me
Now is history
I play all my cards
And that’s what you done too
Nothings more to say
No more aces to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That’s her destiny
We are togethere...
Thinking I belonged here
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Thinking I’ll be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The god may throw the dice
Their mind as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It’s simple and it’s plain
Why should I complain?

Somewhere deep inside
You must know I thinking you..
But what can I say?
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators at the show
Always staying low

The game is on again
A Best friend or just a friend?
A big things or a small?
The winner takes it all
I don’t want to talk
Cause it makes me feels sad
But I understand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad