STOP!

now i feel like i was just a useless person in the earth..

just a math question..

i need to slog away for couple of hours..

sometimes i really hope i can dissapear from this earth..

today they injure my pride..

my family..

i hate them

i was always the odd man out in the family..

i dunno why..

sometimes i'll wonder am i the part family?

by the way they treat me..

slang to me..

i'm also a human ok?

stop slangging to me..

i just suppress my feelings of anger!

i hate it!

ENOUGH OF THOSE INSUFFERABLE RUDENESS!

finally...

i've good back with her..

needless to say , i'm happy..

but she good back with me is because of..

she just want to be friend with everyone...

is not because of i'm her important friend...

and the worst ,

she said if yuen kim trust me,

we'll be best friend

why our friendship need to let others people to judge?

u totally break my heart!

i just want to be happy..

someone had told me,

that you have to choose,

what you win or lose,

don't you take chances?

you might feel the pain

don't you love in vain?

cause friendship won't set you free..

i could stand by the side,

and watch life pass me by..

so unhappy , but safe as could be..

so what if it hurt me ,

so what if i break down,

so what if this world just throws me off the edge?

i gotta find my place,

i gotta hear my sound

don't care about other pain infront of me..

cause i just want to be happy!

i won't cry anymore..

thanks for let me down , thanks for letting me sad ..
i never think much about us,
my tears smiled ...
i won't cry anymore..
again i'll stand up ....
facing you with the courage i had...
because you're just a person who passed through in my life ...

there's nothing i could say to u,

nothing i could ever do ,

to make you see ,

what u mean to me..

all the pain , the tears i cried,

still you never say goodbye and now i know,

how far you go...