moody...

yesterday i was in moody...

i'm wondering why will i did that to her...

why?WHY?

i found the answer...

because i care her...

when i listen leona lewis's song...

my tears start to drop out...

and i lose control...

i just let my tears drop..drop...drop...

and i'm wondering should i gave her a call?

or should i'm not?

if she treasure our friendship..

surely,she will called me...

but this time is different...

around 11 o'clock , i gave her a call...

her sound was happy..it doesn't look sad or moody...

perhaps,she put down our friendship....

then i try explain...

i keep on explaining...

finally, she said she forgive me...

but her sound doesn't look cheerful...

i know, our friendship gone..

and i watch "bride war" alone...

until midnight...

i found a phrase in "bride war"...

"one day,you will found a person who will stand by you no matter what"

i only remember that....

is she is the one?

obviosly not...

i really hope for she will be the person who stand by me no matter what...

but it's just a dream...